God, how do You forgive

English lyrics

[Intro: Whispered] Slow clouds drift… the air hangs heavy… steps fade into the hum… nothing moves but my breath… [Interlude: Spoken Low] I kept thinking the sky would split say something back but it just hung there like it was tired of hearing me [Verse 1: Spoken Softly] I walked the edge of silence the sky a bruise of blue and ash above me, the moon— half-hidden, like regret I kept one hand on my chest counting beats that felt borrowed [Pre-Chorus: Ethereal Layered Voice] I said your name, not loud but the night still heard my voice, cracked like the sky [Chorus: Sung Strongly] God, how do You forgive when I’ve lost this much? the stars blinked, but no one answered only wind, only dark [Verse 2: Whispered] I remember your laugh like a sound through water now it echoes in places I no longer go I trace the outline of a door that never opens anymore [Rap Section: Low, Breath-Pushed] Yeah— I been pacing through the cold with a jaw set tight heart heavy like a room with no exit sign ain’t no choir in my chest, just a flat-line hum tryna speak but the words don’t wanna leave my tongue I bit down on the grief ‘til the taste turned steel what’s real? when the sky won’t show me what it feels I been searching for a shape in the mess I made but the ground don’t shift and the light don’t fade [Bridge: Ghostly Harmonies] Rain started falling but only inside me I knelt to nothing and prayed to the ruin [Chorus: Sung Strongly] God, how do You forgive when I’ve lost this much? the sky won’t speak but the clouds move slow like time that never healed [Outro: Spoken Fading] Still… I look up and wonder what forgiveness even looks like from up there or if it ever falls this low