I learned to smile with a broken grin

English lyrics

I used to wear the dark like skin Cold on my back, cold in my chest I learned to smile with a broken grin And hide the storm inside my breath My hands were empty, my road was long My name was small in the empty room But even there, beneath it all A little light kept calling through I heard it low, I heard it near A pulse of gold inside the fear One small spark, then another came Calling me by my real name I’m coming back Back to the sun Back to the life I thought was done I’m coming back Out of the black (Back from the black) I’m still here And I’m turning back I walked through ash, I walked through rain I let the grief say what it said I let the cracks run through my veins Till I could feel the ground again And every scar became a map Every tear became a key Now when I look into the past It don’t look back like it owned me I heard it low, I heard it near A pulse of gold inside the fear One small spark, then another came Calling me by my real name I’m coming back Back to the sun Back to the life I thought was done I’m coming back Out of the black (Back from the black) I’m still here And I’m turning back If I fall, I’ll rise again If I break, I’ll breathe again I was lost, but not erased There’s a fire in my face Take this heart Take these hands Take my ruin Make it stand Hear me now I’m not gone I’m the morning After the storm I’m coming back Back to the sun Back to the life I thought was done I’m coming back Out of the black (Back from the black) I’m still here And I’m turning back I’m coming back I can feel it now I’m coming back Louder than the doubt I’m coming back I’m alive at last (Back from the black) I’m home at last